Computer engineers, famous for having ‘daughters’ are especially sensitive about sex. From a common saying that electric wave from computer effects to baby’s gender and help to deliver girls than boys to all talks about new invigorating foods were the hot topics that we talked together. Whenever I heard my colleagues were so passionate on talking stamina I felt inside even more pathetic worring small size not to mention growing stamina. When I served military I started to have size complex. We were under sexual disease inspection standing along bedroom at army training center. My face turned red once I realized mine was way too small. In addition, People started to calling me ‘cyrysalis and it made my army life even worse and bitter. I don’t even want to remember that time. This pain didn’t stop even when I get a stable work and took a beautiful wife. I made love only in the dark so that my wife won’t notice my size. Thus our relationship didn’t go well.

Whenever my wife was so cold to me I thought myself a money-earning machine and hurt.
One day I happened to read doctor’s column by accident and decided to go hospital. I heard they could pull out 1 inch from inside of my body and make bigger my symbol with material used in beauty surgery. Moreover there would be no scar left on me so I decided to undergo operation. A few days later, I’m reborn as a new man. It’s exactly like ‘new life’, a slogan on the hospital wall. I thank chief doctor over and over again.